i'm finally done with my layout. okay, so maybe it isn't as great as i thought it would be when i envisioned it but i figured that i can edit it along the way since right now my muse ran out of me when i wasn't looking and i really wanted to post this up soon. i forgot how nice it is to read a blog when the background is white.

my playlist has finally reached a decent number of 312 and i am proud to say it has countless of genres from the core of punk rock to the acoustic sound of indie, not to mention some of the quirky songs i have which came along with the albums.

one song which i found incredibly disturbing is by the stand-up performer Richard Cheese.

the lyrics goes like this (blanked out due to explicit content):

"you let me violate you
you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you
you let me complicate you
help me i broke upon my insides
help me i got no soul to sell
...i wanna fuck you like an animal"
-Closer by Richard Cheese

granted, the song has actually a pretty catchy tune but i was definitely troubled after the first time i heard this song. what troubled me the most was the first time it was played on my playlist (no i didn't listen to this song before that), wonders by wonders i'm sitting next to my mum. there was this momentary panic when i heard the lyrics and i practically scramble for the controller just to change to the next song which thankfully was Michael Johns. (I left my playlist on shuffle mode)

although my mum is generally an open minded person, i'm sure it comes to a certain extent. but then again, who knows? maybe she would have thought it was rather funny since i'm pretty sure the intention of the song is generally directed to humor (albeit, very disturbing).